Dinner, a group of people sat around the table, on the large table full of colors and delicious dishes, many of them are my favorite. This makes my mood particularly good, The chopsticks on the table unceremoniously fluttered.
Today, is the most exciting day to Chen Shu family, in addition to Chen Shu and Lu Feng, Ke Luo, Chen Shu's son, Zhuo Wen Yang are back. Today is the first time I see Zhuo Wen Yang, tall and straight, ice muscle xue fu, but it is a quiet ice cold beauty. According to him, he and I sat together for three years in high school, but I did not really have any impression of him.Probably I often skipped class with a dip in the desk to sleep because of it. But to be honest, he was such a cautious top students, even if there are weather, I and him were unlikely to have the intersection. In a word: he is not my food.
Therefore, the lively looks at dinner table, actually, the only talking and laughing is me and Ke Luo. He has been quietly eating dinner, but anything I want to eat, he will deliver it right in front of me . I have a strange feeling, he seems to have been watching me. But as soon as he touched my sight, he immediately lowered his eyes.
After dinner, the solution is to divide the room to sleep. Chen Shu's apartment has four rooms. In Zhuo Wen Yang back before, I, Ke Luo, Chen Shu and Lu Feng each one - in fact, perhaps the correct argument is that right. Before I came, the four of them each own a room. And I came after the occupation of the room Zhuo Wen Yang.
In short the current situation is that there must be two people sharing a room. I certainly do not want to give this opportunity to Lu Feng, so I smile lovingly to lead openings "Chen Shu, how if I sleep in your room" as expected, receive Lu Feng's stares eyes, but also unexpectedly received Zhuo Wen Yang stared to the eyes. That look very strange, surprised and a little sad feeling.
"This ... ..." Chen Shu looked at me, but also looked at Lu Feng, it seems makes troublesome.
"Xiao Jing, you still sleep with me. No need to change the room and move things." Once the one that hasn't token the initiative for speaking to me , Zhuo Wen Yang suddenly talked, give me a little surprised.
Chen Shu seems very satisfied with this arrangement, gently smiled at me, "Xiao Jing, if you are not used for two people to sleep in a bed, tomorrow I will help you buy a bed. "
"Eh, there's no need. Actually it is ok"
I think it is easy to a host, I'm the outsider, except laughing, no right to say. Just to be honest, compared to the iceberg beauty, I actually prefer to sleep with Ke Luo.
"Good night," he said, as he walked toward the bed, I sat on bed and smiled.
He suddenly seems to think of something, stunned for a moment before saying "good night."
Before he reached out and turned the lights off, I thought I should have told him what had just been brewing for a long time, "There's one thing ... I think I should let you know ... Actually I'm a Gay, if you feel unacceptable, I can go to Ke Luo's room to sleep" Not long ago, I know from Ke Luo's mouth that he is very straight straight male, and even the relationship between men and women are very innocent, and his personality and his people have a little over the top. So I analyzed a moment, this reason should be enough to let him automatically away from me.
His hand was only a little paused, and he pressed the switch, "Well ... I knew it when I was in high school." The light in the darkness of the light was very light, but very clear.
I unable to smile in the heart, I forgot that I used to be a prestigious Gay ah ... ... Needless to say, people know too.
After lay down, I can only give up the idea about switching room, he back to sleep. He also back me, motionless, so I felt stiff back strange, want to change over and over again for sleeping position, but because of his stiff and didn't dare to moves.
"Xiao Jing, these two years ... ... did you do fine in US?" When I was stiff sleeping position, inner hard knot, that he had fallen asleep, suddenly heard the sound from behind.
Did I do fine? I do not know how to answer this question, so can only pretend to sleep, do not answer.
My behind is quiet for a while, he came turned over. Gently breath in the ears, let me slightly scared, more afraid to open the eyes.
"Xiao Jing, you fell asleep?" He reached out to touch my hair, seemed to think I was really asleep, and his slender hand sliding to my face. Cool and smooth touch, the action some awkward to touch my face, such as fear of waking me, is like in the depression.
I closed eyes patienly, and immediately decided to leave from this baffling people tomorrow. Do I have less spare parts in my head, or rather do I like Ke Luo who is simple and clear.
In the morning sitting in the classroom, I still yawn again and again. This is to blame Zhuo Wen-Yang that guy, touched my face last night for a long time, just as I thought he coveted my handsome beauty, I didn't know what I must do, he suddenly turned to sleep. I was puzzling that night, but also can not figure out what's going on with him.
Didn't sleep well is a small thing, I think the most serious problem is that my evil thought of Chen Shu is more and more hopeless. From the start there is Lu Feng, plus I and Chen Shu's age gap, Chen Shu and my dad's relationship, I have become entangled with the disorder, and now again a Zhuo Wen Yang. I really can not imagine, if he knew his classmate has an evil thought of his father. Although I'm thick-skinned, but that kind of embarrassing scenes, just imagine that already made the hair of my back stand.
I am so chic, do not like to mess with this trouble.
Thinking about wanna go, I decided to put aside the evil thought about Chen Shu, only to find similar to the buffer about psychological harm first .
Before the big turn in the Department T, now re-read the first year of public relations, so I can match the classmates. Of course, actually this will not reduce my charm. The class always smiled at me, every day a lot of girls give me something to eat. As Lee said, as long as I am willing, I can be very pleasing.
However, although I have a good play with the students around, but I always feel that T is not the place I put my mouth to. First, I am a Gay, play about the girls can, but not the real thing. Second, I do not like to eat nest grass, to the people around to start there will be a lot of trouble.
If you want to find the similar people, go out to the Gay bar it is easy to find. But I have promised Chen Shu I won't go out to mix up, I do not want to let the people who I feel warm with, feel disappointed. Moreover, I did not like the kind of emptiness of the feelings of the craziness past, but also because the helpless of the young time. Although I can not remember what the specifically of the previous me is, but always feel that now can not be the same as before.
Cranky all day, I still did not find the answer.
Ai, I think this Lin Jing actually these two years has grew more handsome. Hair is the latest of Japanese style, although the skin darker than before, but still smooth and smooth. Figure overstating, wide shoulder long legs, Man than a lot.Where people see the blossoms flowers, blink big eyes, with a smile can capture people. Is it that hard to find people for me to practicing TOP?
Dejected to walk out from the school's gate, a familiar figure polished my eyes.
White skin, black eyes, He lightened his pink lips, face expressionless to the door that any students pass by.
"Zhuo Wen Yang? Are you waiting for someone?"
He looked up at me and smiled, "ah, I'm waiting for you."
"You are waiting for me?" I schooled for so long, this is the first time someone came to pick me "Is it Chen Shu who asked you?"
He lowered his eyes slightly, "No, it is me who want to come. I started the car, let's go."
In the car while driving home, Zhuo Wen Yang still silent did not say anything.
A red light, the car parked on the road, silence in the car, no sound. I was bored and look down playing my cell phone, Zhuo Wen Yang holding the steering wheel, turned around and looked at me. I thought he was going to say anything, but he didn't, just looked at me straight to play mobile games.
"Xiao Jing!" Suddenly came a surprise sound from outside the window.
"Xiao Jing! Xiao Jing!" The sound from outside the window is growing.
Surprised, rolling down the window, I saw a man next to the car out of the head, hairstyle fashion dyed a few strands of silver, face clear outline, handsome looks with graceful style, twenty-seven-year-old looks, surprise at me, "Xiao Jing, it's really you ah?"
I glanced coldly at him, "Who are you?"
He pushed open the door and directly off, smiled and leaned into my car, "I am Shen Yao Fan, We used to... Since you went to US After the car accident, I have been inquiring about your news .I heard that you have lost your memory, and then your father pick you up to return home, and now in the T University, I always want to find you."
I didn't expect, I, Lin Jing, actually have so great charm, this guy actually really know what I did.
I was secretly surprised when the green light. Zhuo Wen Yang immediately leave. That poor man called Shen Yao Fan stiff on the road, then was scolded by the driver from behind.
Driving for a while, Zhuowen Yang was coldly asked: "Do you know him?"
I lazily 'Ah' ".. Do not know now, probably used to know him in the past, Doesn't matter anyway, I have forgotten."
He held the finger on the steering wheel tighten, beautiful elongated eyes flashed, "The former things ...... Don't you want to remember all of it?"
"Don't want to. It's already passed, there is nothing to think about." seems to have good times, I saw those all horrible memories in the dreams . Although not remember the specific content, but I think the terrorist exception. Don't want to remember, because I dare not to remember.
Zhuo Wen Yang grasp the steering wheel more tightly, phalanges slightly pale. Min Zhao beautiful lips, all the way did not speak again.
Dinner at night, I and Ke Luo are in the living room playing games together. After twelve o'clock, all the people have slept. I took a shower, ready to go to Ke luo's room to sleep. But just opened the bathroom door while rubbing the hair, Zhuo Wen Yang opened the door, he looks at me and just passed me by, "I'll on the toilet, you quickly go to sleep."
"...... "I had no choice but to walk into his room, throw the towel, with wet hair lying on the bed.
Zhuo Wen Yang walked in closing the door, looked at me, "Xiao Jing, your hair hasn't dried, sleeping like that will get headache"
"Never mind, I'm used to it, turn off the light please." I rolled over, Lazily back to him.
"I can help you dry and then go to sleep."
"No, too much trouble, just go to sleep." This man had a look at his appearance, I thought he was quiet, how such a long-winded?
"It's not a bother." He picked up the hair dryer, sitting on the bed to help me blow. While blowing, the other hand also gently combing my hair.
Although a little impatient, but warm breeze at the face, still very comfortable. So I went by him, anyway, I was very tired. Close the eyes and slowly went to sleep.
"Xiao Jing ......"
Hairdryer in the warm wind, seems to have two more hot soft stuff fell on the face.
Wake up in the morning, Zhuo Wen Yang has gone. I heard that he wanna handing a report. He almost graduate from college, There is more a mess of things. But I am happy to be relaxed, to be honest, every time he was in, I feel the pressure is much lower. This hold back down, I'm afraid of affecting my physical and mental health.
Called a taxi to the school gate, just get off to hear someone call my name. It's actually the man on the road I met yesterday.
"? What"
He was not repulsed my indifference, or elegant gentle smile: "May I contact you ? I would like to invite you to eat"
"There is a lot of people want to treat me, you guys slowly line up." I smile evily, turned to go to school. So chasing less for people, no fun.
"So, I'll wait for you after school, I'll pick you up." He is still affectionate eyes.
I burst a cold aversion, raising eyebrows, "Hey, Shen ... ..." Shen what?
"Shen Yao Fan." His mouth twitched slightly, smiled and looked at me, "I know your memory hasn't recover yet."
Come on, even if I recovered my memory, I'm not sure to remember you? I had a lot of bed partners in the past, except Lee, I almost don't remember the others.
Don't want to be more entangled with him, I glanced at him: "Tell you the truth, I wasn't uke for many years, if you want to chase me, only when you become uke."
Originally thought that this arrogant cocky, Shen Yao Fan who will be angry, but I never thought he just looked at me and smile, "Yes, you can, as long as you agree to go out with me, up or down, I do not mind. Because I like you very much. "
I'm surprised a moment, stared at him," Do you really want? "
" ofcourse. "he looked into my eyes, a little shy laughing wildly," Xiao Jing, really, the longer I look at you, you look more better , " he said then reach out his hand to touch my face,
I quickly get back quick, frowning:."!! This is the school !!! You go first. "
"You haven't given me the phone number yet "This guy really dedicated,
I had to take out his cell phone to him impatiently, watching him laughing input a bunch of numbers.
To tell the truth, this man flatter more deeply than Lee, Let my whole body goose bumps. But look at his appearance, as well as rich second-generation family background, or after all a good choice for practice TOP skills.
I return to Chen Shu's house at night, Chen Shu has done a table of dishes, but only Zhuo Wen Yang is at home.
"Where are Lu Feng and Ke Luo?" I asked.
Chen Shu while clean up the pack lunch boxes, while gently said to me: "Lu Feng takes Ke Luo to go back, Ke Luo is ready to go to Lu Feng's company internship, so this time may be won't come."
"Oh, ... ... " I suddenly felt a bit lost. Already at this age, only Ke Luo can be made as friend. Although already knew human's life is that met and parted, but still feel a little sad. Or that there is a feeling of being abandoned. In this world, it seems that some people I consider as an important person can always be so easy to leave me.
"Xiao Jing, you and Wen Yang let's eat together, I must go to do something." Chen Shu packed the lunch boxes and a bag of things, then look at the door and go out.
I adherent answered with a smile, suddenly realized that he should be out to find Lu Feng. I am very unhappy Chen Shu left, but also no right to make him stay, I sit down and depress to eat. The opposite white boy was more stuffy than me, eating without a word, only a pair of black eyes not left me.
I muttered, depressed to take vegetables with chopsticks, the phone rang.
"Hello, who is this?" I impatiently pick up.
"I am Shen Yao Fan ah, Xiao Jing." his sounds very gentle, "Have you eaten yet? Do you want to come out to play?"
"Eating, Where are you?" go out to have fun is looks good, too.
He told the name of a bar, "I'll come to your house to pick you up, ok."
"No, my house is not convenient, I'll go by myself."
"Ok, Xiao Jing, I'll wait for you then."
Hung up the phone, I smile while looking at my Zhuo Wen Yang, "You eat slowly, I have something to go out."
He stood up, "Then I'll go with you."
"Hah ?!" I looked at him in surprise.
He opened his eyes without looking at me, "You are going to the bar to drink, right? I'm coming too."
Until the entrance to the bar, I still can not believe, that honors Zhuo Wen Yang even offered to come with me, for him It is a taboo place to play.
Strangely, he entered with so calm and elegant posture, his face show a little emotional. Shen Yao Fan saw him, slightly surprised, "Xiao Jing, Who is this ......?"
"My classmate and now my roommate too."
"Oh, isn't it." He smiled at Zhuo Wen Yang and extended his hand, "Hello, my name is Shen Yao Fan."
Zhuo Wen Yang "ah" sound, and didn't take his hand, but went straight to the bar.
Shen Yao Fan surprised to see me, I shrugged laugh, "He's like this, I don't get it too."
Shen Yao Fan who laughed, reaching his hand to embrace my waist, "It's still my Xiao Jing who more lovely, talk whatever he likes. "
"Stop it" I took his hand away, and went to the bar to sit down then said to the bartender: "Give me the most expensive wine. "
Zhuo Wen Yang with side head looked at me, maybe it is the bar light too blurred light dim, that the eyes actually reveal the unspeakable sadness and frustration.
Shen Yao-fan who also sat down beside me, drank a few glasses of wine, his hand is touching me, "Xiao Jing, haven't seen you in recent years, I really miss you, although we only had done it once, but I can't forget you......"
I don't know if he purposely said it for to be heard by Zhuo Wen Yang, but Zhuo Wen Yang's face really changed, fingers that clenching the glass are become white. I suddenly felt very unhappy, although I used to be a promiscuous gay, but I wasn't eager to let everyone know. You said too much detail, what are you purposing for. I poured the wine to Shen Yao Fan's face, "Don't get too close with me, and don't talk about the past, I don't remember you!"
This action makes a lot of people in the bar look over here, Shen Yao Fan's face is also a bit uneasy, tolerance and tolerance, he didn't get angry.
I'm so angry, and looked up and drank a glass of wine, the head is also burning.
"Xiao Jing, you don't drink wine, too strong."
Zhuo Wen Yang reached out to seize my glass, I push him away, "Who are you to me, what right do you have to manage me?"
His eyes flashed a ray of hurt, immediately grasped my wrist, "Xiao Jing, let's go home."
Shen Yao Fan's hand hold my shoulder, "You can't, today Xiao Jing will accompany me." his voice was gentle , The eyes are no longer smile. Seems to have been trying to be patience.
Zhuo Wen Yang with more greater force pulled me to him, with his cold face said: "Xiao Jing, we go."
My legs buckled, haven't stand straight yet then being dragged by him toward the door. Don't know why, obviously just drink three glasses of wine, I seem to have been drunk in general,foot as it is in the air, the body feel hot.
And then out of the bar, blow by the cold wind outside, I suddenly came to understand a bit. No wonder I see that bartender's eyes wrong, that guy must had given me medicine. I said how he was so well behaved, even promised to let me top, he had no intention to let me top him! But he did not expect, I bring Zhuo Wen Yang today.
"Xiao Jing, how are you? Feel better?" Riding a taxi back seat, Zhuo Wen Yang hold me, reach out and touch my hot face.
"That guy ... ... gave me medicine ... ..." I am obscure hazy, unable to lean against his shoulder.
"? You mean drugs ......" Zhuo Wen Yang come to understand, white face slightly red, biting teeth and said: "! Scum - XiaoJing, don't ever talk to those people again!"
I fainted and fell against him and laughed out, "Those people? who are you talking about? I am the same like them all. If I don't find them, then do I have to find you? Will you let me top you?"
"Lin Jing!" he was so angry pinch my arm. I want to jump because the pain, but the general weakness, just raised the head felt more dizzy, and suddenly fell to his lap.
His whole body shifer, stiff for a while, only to get towel paper to swipe my sweaty forehead. I close my eyes, drowsily sleep, but the whole body is uncomfortable hot.
I felt that he helped me up the stairs, then was helped to get in the room, and put me on the bed.
Encounter soft bed, I feel the whole body is heating even more uncomfortable, a momentum in my weak body hit and hit. Although this is terrible strange, but it feels a familiarity sense.
Feel a soft towel rub my face, I wake up a little, suddenly sat up.
"Xiao Jing ... ... you want to do it?" Zhuo Wen Yang was a bit scared, and looked at me.
Strange, the one that being drugged is me, how come this guy is blushing ?
"I want to take a bath ... ..." I bite my teeth, using great effort to stand up and rushed to the bathroom. Doors are not closed, began to undress, and then open the nozzle, flushing with cold water to the body.
The heat from inside, the cold from outside, stimulated makes me shivering. Biting my lips while looking at the mirror, and the human skeleton was well-proportioned. The smooth skin was pink, the hair was wet and the big black eyes were bright and bright with the flame, and the two lips were very bright red.
I hate this kind of heat!
I gasped, reaching for the nozzle water, crushing the body rushing.
"Xiao Jing, your pajamas ... ..." a voice came from outside, and politely knocked on the door. But when I just had rushed in, I even didn't shut the door, so he pushed, the door opened.
I turned around, waters dripping down from my wet hair, the vision in front of me is blurred. I slightly squinted, only to see at the door, a tall and straight figure is standing stiffly, hand holding a stack of pajamas.
I threw a dizzy head, blurred to see the man as if I was another, white face flushed, dark eyes and bright.
My legs guide me toward of him, hugged his neck, kiss the two slightly open lips. The strange thing is, his hot temperature is not lower than me, the touch is very soft, tongue effortlessly into the depths.
He kissed me for a moment, until my hand rub into his clothes, he shook a bit, like woke up, want to retreat.
"Xiao Jing, the water ......"
He pushed me, want to shut the bathroom's shower.
My head is hot, can not care anything else, one hand holding his neck refused to let go, one hand still taking his clothes off. He had to drag me, while twisting the nozzle.
Water splashed on me and his body, I was more excited to stimulate. Hooked his neck, then kissed up. I had took off his shirt , I touched his slender waist, get close my fiery body to his wet chest, rubbing for excitement. The clothes had falled down, he open his arms and clinging to me tightly, the strength is amazing great, Let my bones are in pain, his kiss is so tender but intense.
However, he immediately and tightly kissed me, compared to my skillful tongue, his intense sucking is like eating my lips.
The water from head above has stopped.
My lower body is also more fiery up, the brain that heat is burning. But also can not match that person's kiss, directly ripped off his pants, fumble to quickly enter the theme.
"Xiao Jing!" Stick on my shaking beautiful body, pulled me to explore his lower body of the hand.
I tenaciously with the other hand stroking that hot swollen front, and then slowly to the rear to explore. Stick on my body that shaking up, hold my wrist more tighter.
Just as I touched his soft and smooth hips, he suddenly bend, his hand reached my back knee, even holding me up.
At the foot of a sudden vacant, the head suddenly more dizzy, and can only rely on that person's chest.
He is holding his move for a while, then dumping, My back touched a soft flat cotton fabric.
"Why ... ... Every time you are not so clear minded? Xiao Jing, when will you give me what I want?" Gently voice, with a deep love and sadness.
I blurred to open my eyes and saw a beautiful naked body standing, like a hairy beast, rushed to put me down on the bed.
Really strange, I, Lin Jing, not afraid of heaven and earth, I will not bow even to Lu Feng that kind of ruthless man, but such a Zhuo Wen Yang made me feel terrible.
Anyway, this so calmly ended and let me sigh of relief.
Hoping me and Zhuo Wen Yang is end of it.
However, who can tell, actually when was the ending and when was the beginning.
Soon after a few months, in addition to me, everyone has endless things to do. Ke Luo occasionally come to live for a few days, I heard that he is doing good now in Lu Feng's company, Lu Feng found a person to teach him, he often run to Chen Shu's place here.
That day, Chen Shu bought a lot of foods, aid that Ke Luo will take his "master" to come and eat. I've heard that man is very unusual. He was Lu Feng's junior at school, With a very good relationship with Lu Feng, and the most critical is that he actually was in LA met Ke Luo with a very understanding of partner on bed.
This aroused my great interest, so when the doorbell, I quickly rush to open the door.
I just wanna put on a bright smile, the person front the door suddenly makes me stunned.
That person also look startle as much as me: "Lin Jing?!"
